I think I can be stupid sometimes. I thought everyone don't know but end up everyone knows and it's only me who think that no one knows. Okay, I know it sounds complicated but whatever. But like what I've said thousand times, I just want to keep it this way. It's much better than anything else. I was telling him yesterday that if I don't contact them, no one will do so. Shermain just SMS to ask the seniors about the Aristal DVD. She asked us to forward the message to the rest and I bet only I did that. Haha. Never mind, I think they just expect me to do this for them. If I don't plan anything, they will just don't do anything also. :( I wonder how long will this last? But since M wanted me to plan something for him on his book out day, I will do it again. Haiz.. Sometimes, you do so much but no one appreciated it. I should stop grumble about this since 我是自作自受。Hopefully 好人有好报。:p Anyway, I smsed YJ and asked him about his facebook cover photo. I guess I'm childish too. I asked him why it isn't our group photo (cuz he used his class de). I don't even know why I smsed him such a random question. Argh, I seriously need to grow up and stop asking people weird questions :( Oh, and I'm stupid and childish enough to ask him to change it this week. I don't even know what I'm thinking. Everyone has their freedom of choice and I should stop assuming that everyone is treating me as their besties or closest group of friends. Perhaps no one actually think so:( Okay, I shouldn't be so pessimistic as usual. :(

P.S. I just realise I love chatting with friends over the phone. It's much better than smsing. Chatted with Linda (my class de) yesterday night for 40 min, then Melvin for 50 min and today, I chatted with Jess for 30min. Haha. Do call me when you are free ok? I love picking up phone calls :D