Super pissed off today. Everything is just not right. So be careful about what you said to me or else my temper might be out of control. Also, please don't take things for granted. I really can't stand some people anymore. Sometimes, I will ask myself why I'm doing so much things when no one will actually appreciate it? Can't everyone just contribute instead of sitting down there and just wait for something to happen? What are you fearing? Rejection? Or it's just plain laziness? Seriously, either of the two won't allow you to succeed in the future. Or maybe it's the lack of sincerity? "Friendship is something that is easy come and easy go.","True friends do not need to meet that often." Oh please, stop all these nonsense and wake up please. Friendship needs to be maintained! Stop saying how much you love this group of friends when you are doing nothing to maintain the friendship. Stop saying things like "I'm trying to arrange my schedule to meet up with you" when in fact you never have the initiative to organise an outing or date with your friends. Don't always expect the same old people to organise outings for you. What if they are tired of doing it one day? Does it put a full stop to your friendship? It's easy to maintain friendship you know. You can just ask a few close friends out for dinner or something. It's as easy as ABC. Please don't find stupid excuses such as no time or no money. Don't tell me you don't have time to eat dinner at night. Don't tell me you don't even have money for the $2 chicken rice. People just love to find excuses for everything.