So ironic and so complicated. She sounds like she's betraying him (maybe not really physically but mentally) and on the other hand, I'm actually feeling the same way as she is but to a different person. They're just so naive,immature and childish. I think they just don't really know how they feel for each other now. There is probably no love between them any more since the girl has a so called "temporarily crush" on somebody else. And she said she enjoyed being "part time girlfriend" with another person. What's this!?! And she still said she "love him"? What's wrong with youngster nowadays? Do you even have a brain or something? Please don't talk rubbish! And what about you? You should not lead me along and try to make me fall into your stupid trap again. I don't want the history to repeat itself. No, believe me, I'm still on the right track. I just can't believe that you are doing the same thing to me again. Again and again, and it's exactly one year. And yep, I need to blame myself too. I don't even know what I'm doing and I don't know whether I've make a right choice. But it's you who are willing to do everything with me, it's you who suggested everything, it's you who don't mind everything, it's you who are guiding me along, playing this complicated game with me. Should I say you are irresponsible? Or should I find a quiet place and reflect about what had happened within this one year? I feel so tired today (physically and mentally). I really can't blame others from misunderstanding the complicated relationship. Perhaps it's super simple to you, but to be honest, I know the others never think it's simple. The rule of the game is simple, the first one to fall into the trap will lose. I know you never will, and I promise I will not lose again. I love challenges and I will continue to play with you, perhaps it will only end when someone pull me out of this game. Who will it be?

P.S. Or perhaps I really have dissociative identity disorder? I have certain sides that nobody really knows. 魔鬼和天使只是一线之差。。。