I'm so looking forward to my university life. It will be the best if I can enter NTU with Marilyn and share the room in the hostel with her :D She's the only person that I can tell all my secrets to. She knows everything about me and I trust her a lot. (P.S. Just chatted with her over the phone for 30min... :p)

I can hear my heart thumping loudly today. The feeling of all the hidden secrets being exposed is so terrible. I never expect I will face it one day. Nothing really happened but the anticipation will drive me crazy. You won't know what will happen next. And sorry, I don't have the courage to uncover the truth. Or should I put it another way, I don't want to be hurt by the reality. First of all, you can do nothing about it. So what if the answer is yes? The reality is cruel, you can't change anything and you will just feel more regretted. And if the answer is no, it will be worse, isn't it? You will just think that you are being treated like a fool. All in all, I would say the timing is wrong. Everything is wrong! Argh! I don't know what I'm writing again. And please pardon my bad English since I got a D for my GP. Bleh!  

My heechul is the best! So good looking right! :D And I like the bear bear from the school of engineering. Thanks Yi Da for giving it to me! I love soft toys :D