If you ask me whether I enjoyed my Bangkok trip, I might hesitate because too many things happened during these 4 days. To be honest, I really enjoyed shopping, eating delicious seafood, having a full body massage, playing card games with my accounting group mates and suaning each other. I admit I feel uncomfortable meeting new people (my friend's friend) in clubs and I detest going to such places because I don't like to expose myself to strangers. I can go crazy and dance freely when I am with my close friends (especially when we sing k).

Of course this is not the main reason why I was unhappy. It is that one person who pissed me off even before the whole trip. I tolerate every nasty, hurtful, offensive things she said to me in front of the group because I don't want to spoil the whole trip. What's worse is that she can say nice things to me when the rest were not there and thank me for bonding the whole group. It really amazes me how people can be two-faced, so fake and... scary. She tell others not to take away my limelight because I love to be loved by the whole world when she's the one who hope the guys will take notice of her and suan her, she can call me textbook worm and being damn sarcastic when I was so nice to share the FM PYP answers with the whole group, she can openly criticize me for "deliberately left out those unglam photos of yours (mine)" on facebook. I can't believe I tolerate all these shit because my friends told me they will just shoot back with vulgarities if they were me. I just want to be nice so I swallowed my anger and carried on, I scared I am too sensitive and I scared I overthink. That night, she said I am cheap in front of the guys just because I was lying on their bed. HELLO! If this is called cheap then what about asking random guy for his number when you were clubbing huh? Just because the guys are closer to me, just because they care more about me, just because they are nicer to me, just because they like to play with me and suan me, means you can say nasty things to me? And you don't even bother to apologize when you know I was quite angry over this.

In the end you win, you should be happy huh. John said he 看我不爽, I cried in front of everyone because I feel so aggrieved. I tolerate all the nonsense and at the end of the day, I became the bad guy. I admit I accidentally hurt John's feeling by saying something which I think it's just a joke. He might take it too seriously or perhaps, like what Jon said, 他开不起玩笑。I will apologize if he is bothered by this but I just don't like that fact that I become the BAD person. After that both John and HL were damn cold towards me and I just hate that feeling. Especially when HL was so fierce and cold to me because he is nice to me and even tried to cheer me up when I was unhappy during the trip. Everything just became disaster at the end of the trip. Thank god I managed to make him smile on the plane and things were not that bad. Yeah, that's about it.

 This water taxi cost about 10baht. The water is very dirty and smelly but it's a fun experience!