I have been feeling super sian since last week. Firstly, I am extremely unhappy with what happened last Tuesday night. All sorts of criticisms and vulgarities made me feel so not respected by this group of people. I don't know what's wrong with them. Can't they respect everyone's opinion? It's not funny to criticize every thing I said, it irritates me. Why are guys like that? They keep insisting on their points and want everyone to agree with it. Who do you think you are huh? And what's your problem? F here F there and said F word in front of my face just because I didn't hear you and made you repeat yourself twice. Please learn to respect everyone around you. It's damn rude to say vulgarities in front of people, especially the girls. And if you said, oh I said it in front of you all because you all are my friends blah blah, then I rather we are not. Friends need to respect each other, furthermore, everyone knows that I hate people saying vulgarities. I think I am very nice already since I never walk out of the room that night. So now, I am trying to stay away from them.

Secondly, I really hate this semester's modules. I feel so stress because we need to speak up during lessons in order to earn class participation marks. And you all know I sucks at this because I just don't like to speak up in class. There will be lots of presentations this sem and I hate it as well. I just hate everything!

Lastly, I want to spend more time with my family. Why my accounting tutor changed this week's class to Monday? :( And dance will take away a lot of my time too:( Haiz...

I cried from 11 plus to now. I cannot control my tears and I feel super sad. But I guess I am feeling better now... I really want to go home, I don't want to stay in hall.