Oh gosh, I should not force myself to do something that I don't really like to do. Peer pressure can be so scary sometimes. Unable to get along with some people is also not my fault right? It's seriously not a good start at all. I am able to foresee how terrible my school life and hall life will be. I feel like staying alone in my room and skip all the activities and lessons. I don't feel like mixing around with other people. I know I am screwing up everything. I wanted to be more outgoing and friendly but I am becoming more antisocial instead. I think I made the wrong choice since the beginning of everything.