I am super suay! I didn't get into the nbs camp! And it's like a 50-50 chance! I just think that everything is not right after I passed my driving test. But of course I am always so optimistic since you all know I like this Chinese phrase "塞翁失马，焉知非福". Maybe something good is going to happen to me. Haiz... I should stop lying to myself :( Everything is not right. Like when I meet up with my friends, I just feel that it's a bit different from the past. But if you ask me what's the difference, i can't point it out. Maybe I'm still in the holiday mood (I mean cuz I went oversea for 2 weeks). And then I don't know why, someone suddenly stop messaging me. I should really wake up from my dream. This world is not perfect and it's impossible for me to be so lucky and fortunate every time. And another thing is that whenever I hear my friend talking about pulling string in order to get into one of the halls or camps, I will be like 'huh? Serious?' I mean it's only university but it's like we need to have some sort of relationship or link with different people in order to get things done. And also, people are telling me all sorts of things about NBS students. Haiz... Not going to think so much now. :(