现在的我觉得以前的我好傻。哈哈！不过现在的我可开心的呢！我发现我还是比较喜欢收到别人发给我的短讯^^ Like what I told some of my friends, I might not organise any activities anymore. Maybe the last one will be to ask whether they wanna come my house to play? I guess I'm ok with watching movies or shows online, having driving lessons on a Friday night and maybe just enjoy the time alone? I admit I'm so used to be pampered by everyone that I can't stand it when I feel that my friends are not caring me enough etc. 我超级缺乏安全感，又是个很被动的人。有时真得希望有人在身边能主动跟我聊天，逗我开心。I know you might never start a conversation with me on msn/facebook/SMS anymore. Perhaps it will be better because I realise we are too childish then and we will always end up quarreling and talking crap in the end. And by reading through the past msn conversation, I realise I'm always the last person to end a conversation. Haha. Guys should never let a girl end a conversation. That's why only nice guys have pretty girlfriends! :p

P.S. Too bad if you are expecting me to organise any farewell party or birthday party. I'm too tired to come up with new ideas and plans. It's time for me to be just a participants like most of the people and not the organizer. And ya, I know everything still can be done without me doing anything. I'm not trying to sound as though things can't be done without me. I'm not that pro.