Finally move into my new house! It's also a new beginning for me. Forget everything that happened in the past and anticipate new challenges. Looking forward to my university life and hopefully everything will be better than now. No need to worry, my life now is not bad too. The only problem is that I never know how to let go of things and I can't stop thinking of things that is impossible to happen. Everyone thinks that I'm rational because I can be very mature when it comes to topics such as relationship and future but actually I'm not. I can give very good advice to other people but not myself. I hate myself sometimes, for repeating the same old mistake, for being irrational, for showing you how mature I'm but actually I'm not, for not having the guts to face the reality, for avoiding the problems, for not letting go the last hope (when actually there isn't), for lying to myself (and maybe you), for doing and saying stupid thing, for always hiding my true feeling for people. Nobody knows what will happen to you the next minute. I promise I will not let any opportunity slip away again and I will treasure every moment with the people I love.