
Saw this on tumblr and I totally agree with it.
I really hate people who don't reply my sms. They can just ignore my message even though they know I'm waiting for an answer from them. The feeling is really bad because it means that they just don't care about me. I still remember one of my friends in secondary school ALWAYS ignore my message whenever I need her help. Yeah, this kind of friendship won't last long. And guess what, she's my best friend since primary three. I cared about her and really treated her as my best friend but I guess she didn't feel the same way. The friendship ended after O level, after I thought through it very carefully. I don't want to be hurt by her again. So I guess that's why whenever people don't reply my message, I will feel sad and depress. :( I will think that they just don't care about me, or they just don't treat me as a friend. (OMG, I think I sound like a primary school kid)
Haiz. I think I meet this kind of people again. Yeah, you said you didn't receive my message and showed me your mailbox, but the message is there and it is marked as 'read'. My heart sank when I saw it but I acted as though it didn't really bother me. I tried to believe you but whenever I message you, you either reply with a few words or don't reply. Sorry, I know I'm too sensitive but I think you just find me very irritating and perhaps not a good friend to you since you don't seems to care. Of course I will think positively too, maybe it's because you really don't have much things to say etc but the feeling really sucks.
我不想一次又一次的受伤害。
我不喜欢好朋友慢慢的疏远我,远离我。
我不喜欢在我最需要朋友的时候,他们不在我身边。
我讨厌想起以前我们在一起开心快乐的时候,因为现在再也不能拥有那段时光了。
既然不能好好的维持这段友情,那当初就不要对我那么好。
就算现在会那么冷淡,疏远,你也应该给我个理由吧。。。
有时,我真的不知道如果我知道快乐后面的代价是如此的痛苦,我还会不会做出同样的决定。。。
No, I'm not emoing. Really! Just wanna write down how I feel. I know there are a lot of people who love me!