I agree with what Wu lao shi told me today. Sometimes, we can't expect everyone to do things in our way. The most important thing is that everyone is doing their parts.
I think I'm starting to emo again. Sometimes, I really feel very down and upset even though nothing really happen. How? I think I'm giving myself too much stress. Perhaps a bit too much for me to handle. Just feel like crying without any reason and just feel like emoing at one corner. I'm not satisfied with myself. I just think that I'm not doing that great. Haiz... Wu laoshi told me that stress might be a force to push us forward but too much stress will just make the situation worse. Yes, I think I should control myself, I should be satisfied with my small improvement after each practice. I should not have such a high expectation of myself because 期望越大，失望也越大。I really hate myself now because I should not break down at this point time. I should (and need to) stay strong!
