Sometimes, I really hate myself for being so indecisive. But I really don't know how to make the right choice. There are too many things to consider... Actually I want to participate in the walk-in, but I really don't have time. I'm afraid that it will clash with my Chinese Dance. Actually I'm all prepared to go today, but I think the menstrual cramp is a hint from god. He doesn't want me to go, he wants me to just focus on my CCA. Plus there is a sudden change of time, it really made me feel irritating. But now, I'm thinking whether I've made the right choice. Haiz... I really hate myself! Haiz...